Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Bring the Funk

Ugh, I'm in that funky icky mood again. Well, don't get me wrong, I've been feeling like that forever, ever since my mom started to get sick, but I've been doing a pretty job hiding it and acting like all is well. But lately, I've just been super dooper tired and I really don't want to do anything but sleep, which is of course impossible with children. I've started to take vitamins again, even though I missed the last two days.

Yeah just the general funky feeling. Feels kinda sucky. I guess I didn't think my mom would still be sick by the summer time. Now I'm stalling making plans for our annual visit to California because of this. Before, I couldn't wait to travel back to see my mom and just enjoy being back home. Now, I'd be ok if I didn't go home. And that feeling hurts. I wish my mom would get better. I wish they knew what was going on. Something, anything.

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