I had to do the hardest thing I've ever had to do in my life. I had to say goodbye to my mom Wednesday. It was really, really bad. Worse than I had imagine. She cried and cried, but it was the worst kind of cry I had ever seen and heard.
My mom has been my best friend for years. This is something that I thought would never happen. Well, I kind of feared that she would one day get sick, but this is different. I can't possibly live a normal life here while my mom suffers every single minute. I feel like I've let her down. I wanted to try my best to help out medically but I could only do so much. I have asked God to help find out what is wrong with her by next week and offer a treatment solution for her suffering. I asked him to do this by next week. I told God that I would spend the remainder of my time here in Honduras to helping whoever I can help. The last year I have strayed away from helping people because I started working, plus with Timmy being born. Maybe He wants me to help out more. Hmm, I just thought of something, maybe he wants me to be a better mother? I don't know. Whatever He wants, I will do, because I want to find out what is wrong with my mom and I want her to get back to normal as soon as possible.
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