This Crazy Week

I'm seriously freaking out here. Yes, I've tried meditating again, and repeating mantras, but damn it, I am freaking out!!!! This toy drive is becoming to be such a hassle...I hate to say. But I know once the day starts and I see those smiling faces, everything will be ok, and I'll be happy that I did it, because who else would have? It's just a ton of planning! A TON! I still don't know who is going to be Santa and the elf, and I am not sure I have enough toys to help out 450+ kids.

To top it off, I've signed on to do a soap making demonstration for the Girl Scouts. I still can't find all my stuff. I can't find the labels and the molds and I think a few boxes are still in the storage room. I really hate revisiting the whole bath products making thing. 3 1/2 years ago, I had to say goodbye to it because we moved to Honduras, just when it was starting to do well. Yes, I've missed, but at the same time, I was relieved! It's hard work having a business. Absolutely hard work. And even when I wasn't physically making the products, I would sleep, eat and drink the business. It never left my mind. So as I said, I was a little relieved I wasn't doing the business anymore. Now because I have to do this demonstation, I've to open up these boxes...boxes I haven't seen in almost 4 years. Today, I opened up more boxes and looked through my stuff. Omg, I started missing having a business! Maybe I'll start again when I return to D.C. Who knows?

And this whole week, my husband will be gone AND I have to work. That totally sucks. But after Saturday night, I'm going to be so happy this week will be over with. I'll need to celebrate or something! Then a week after that, we're going to Orlando! Woohoo!